olive garden.

drove my volvo with no heater? well i finally figured how to turn up the heat in my car. trying to find time to lower my volvo and stiffen up the steering column(if the wind can make your damn car turn, do this!). im not gonna get all tuner shit on that volvo, but i will make it perform better than it is now. just minor adjustments are good. anyways, we get there(Olive Garden) and our server ask us if we'd like to try some wine.. i said yes and stupid me didnt realize he needed to check ID. i was like aww shit i dont have my ID on me. hahaha. dinner was good, had lots to talk about. the food was okay, server was really nice too. i had to tip him atleast 30%. i was listenin to growing pains a little earlier, i coulda sworn i heard another a sample with the same beat. a few hours before that i applied to aerotek? an agency in alameda.. i hope they give me a call soon. i need that $11 hour -.- feels weird not having anything in my ears.. feel naked almost? adjusting to it still. i just felt it was time to move on you know? like i feel like ive experienced it enough, just enough to let it go. getting tatted is my next goal, well not a goal.. i sound like a damn hype ass nigga. "i must have what everyone has so i can be coool". NOT the way to be yourself! im just chillen in my room now, blaaabin about shit you guys probably wont ever care about. i just feel like this is a different alternative to venting almost. i guess this can be great for me. "this could be gooot"-- Zohan.

so long gauges!

at around 12 midnight.. ive decided to remove my gauges for good. i got all the way to 1/2 inch, but i felt like i was doing it for the wrong reasons. my ears are about a 2 now? it shrank pretty fast. i hope it would shrink some more, they dont look too attractive. ive learned that i dont have to try hard or do anything to be noticed.. people will see you and like you better when you are your true self. you dont have to change for anyone or try to please the people around you. they will like you for who you are. so, i slept in my car yet again! my step dad hates me.. he would rather be uncomfortable and sleep on the couch in the living room juts to make sure i dont bring any girls in or juts to keep me out the house. im getting tired of it, but im trying to keep my cool. i realized that the more i show him it affects me the more he'll try and make it worse for me. everytime he does things to try and piss me off, i just laugh hella loud so that he could hear me. its amazing how a grown ass man loves to pick on someone that is less mature than them. heck i act more mature than his old ass. he is definitely one of those guys who doesnt have anything else better to do so he picks on someone that wont fight back. i know i owe him alot, but i also know hes taken alot away from me. perhaps maybe even more than what hes done for me.. either way, i wont do anything because i respect my mom and maybe just a little for him. this does not say i cant fight back, because i would and could. i just owe him things like keeping me here at home without having to pay for rent. im sure ya'll understand where im coming from.. no matter how much i could hate the bastard. i also thank him for the times he acted like a father, when i needed one.

rearrrryyy?!

today, i woke up at ten.. titus hits me up and tells me he wants to ride. i didnt ride with him til around 1ishh? anyway we rode to 7 eleven and chatttttted about random stuff. we ended up at palma plaza starbucks, waited til school was out. ran into jenny!! she works at starbucks now? its hard to convert to drops when youve been riding with risers and 650's ever since you got your bike. im still getting used to it.. sometimes i itch to do tricks! got to the highschool, met up with shorty around 3ish. big al didnt have his bike:/ had small talkssss for a little. ended up riding to the "croft". then matt shows up, then indizzle comes out of the blue, then joel, big shmokess, and so on.. big ass group for a wednesday. ooh and i hella forgot it was ash wednesday btw. hahah. lent? idk what to give up, theyre all too precious to just give up. soul food and such. saw this one funny ass fight between a fat black chick and a lttle ass black kid with a flat top. he was hella tauntin the bitch, finally she broke out and  got eeeeeeem. he hella uppercuts the chubbb! lmao you could see her wiggle from a mile away. smokedaddy ends up pullin the kid out.. and everyone cuts out. school staff was dumbass late. we got back to riding  and had small talk. i left at around 6ish? had to do some thangythanggggg. went to pho' an ha and got food. drove to chabot to see "hear" a wind ensemble at their performance art center. it was pretty good i must say. it was done in an hour it was not boring at all, i coulda sworn i was there for like 10 minutes.. lmao ended up home at 9ishh. and here i am now:D goodnight foolios! maybe ill post some pics soon.

blaaaaaaaagspot.

hey. i guess i have one now. uhhhh. add me?

i had a night ride with big al last night down san leandro blvd. 

ended up on durant, then it started to sprinkle a bit. we ran up on smokes and his scary ass friend lmao. big all rode up behind them and was like, "brrrrrrrrrrrrrahhhhhhhh!!!" smokes jumped and almost ran for his life. hahah. tried to play it off and started a convo:) we rode up to bancroft middle school and saw aaron mai and his little "crew". they left a couple uh minutes after we came. we rode back down san leandro blvd and down to 7 eleven, got an arizona sweet tea. 2 bummiies was all praisin our bikes like it was God. one bummy old lady was like, "gottttdayum!! how much you pay for that? a grannnn?" i was like, "i got it for 5 bucks. wanna buy it?" hahha. she was like, "i dont got all that money to geeet dat". anyways ended up goin home.. we decided to go to BJ's in fremont since ive never actually been in there. i was on the car pool lane, not payin much attention to my speed. and a CHP was hiding under the over pass. right when i saw him come out ninja i knew he was aimin for my assssssss. he asks me to take the next exit. i took it and stopped at a home depot. asked me not to park and to just stop. got his spot light on my mirror. and walked up to my car hella fassst. flashlight on his right shoulder. what are the odds it was the same officer that gave me a fix it ticket on marina blvd! fuck. he didnt recognize me though. she kept me calm and cool, but he didnt. he ended up giving me a damn ticket(that i need to contest). so the Bj's experience was not so okay. we got 2 pizookies, one was the oreo and the other was like a brownie of some sort. i was hella worried about my first fucking ticket that can actually affect my record. godddamn. drove home in the slow lane at about 50 mph. hahaha. fuck. that was the night:/ on a better note.. i might be gettin a celeste rear spokkkkk. well ill ttyl about my great adventureesssssss. hahah syke. peace out and dont speed like me!! the freeway aint a track.